♥Memories Of Tears&Hates.

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2009-05-24T03:20:00.004+08:00

Current Mood:Happy

Me so far,changed? don't think so.(:

OMG, i'm so happy to login this blog again.

I tought i will never have a chance to blog here again.

&when i try today it works.

Well, this blog brings back my memories,

i've a new blog long ago,

relink me guys,

BROKEN-XTEARS@BS

let this blog become my memories,

i won't delete it.

Cause i can't forget(: slowly i will bahs.

Thanks for everything ;DD!

ahlong:hello,you're? i think you added my msn before.(:
Muffinliz:LOL,you're an idiot ;D!
CHERYL:Relink-ed.
Cynthia:Okay,darling i miss you too D; !
JINGTING:Okay relinked too ;D haha.
(♥) SHERMAINE: Got, my another blog la haha!

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2009-04-18T21:50:00.004+08:00

Current Mood:Siaoo Already

Yesterday went night riding(:

slacking at 4floor & think where to go.

so we all agreed on riding (:

Me,Valent,edwin,paul,hafiz,irene

go riding together.

from outram we ride till singapore flyers& go back outram.

head back to outram&bring hafiz&paul then we

go near singapore flyers again, actually

we plan to go east coast de, but very late le.

soon morning! ;D

so go lucky chinatown eat mac.

then alot funny things kept happen laas!

homed at 5am

my phone dropped into toilet bowl when i go home.

WTF, almost spoil but heng i fix it(:

Sleep till 11am woked up(:

Today went out with jia min&jian wei& my mum.

go vivo,safra,tiong bahru.

saw alot people(: .

homed already now going out again. ;DD

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2009-04-17T15:23:00.003+08:00

Current Mood:Angry

Didn't go school today,

mum say want stop school for me.

she said i AGREE with stopping school.

while i don't know anything,

qurrle with her. dulann sia!

say i'll soon eat my father frist.

fine, let me die then.

i won't live to see tmr.

my mum only want see free-show.

add-oil to the fire.

She said, i stopped school already,

will cancel,computer,handphones,go out.

CANCEL LOR. fine fine fine.

at most i won't stay at home anymore.

ihateyou恨

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2009-04-16T23:14:00.003+08:00

Current Mood:Sleepy/Moody

Went school today(: !

Didn't late okay! mai siao siao ;O !

But tio suspended for fighting (w) selvaraj.

yes i did asked he didn't get suspended cause he first time fight.

It's kinda unfair to me. but forget it.

sat in the office both phone taken by mr.wong .

cause they scared i use.

i only can go home when its 5pm ! yawnzxs! didn't sleep last night(:

Yeah,i kan pua dulann the office girl! another one only -.-

Say i cannot use office toilet,

i went out& use outside one she said i used from 12-1pm+

Joking ah? i go in toilet smell meh? Lmfaos.

Read new moon all the way&sleep awhile.

when i want go out take my lunch, she ask me cut nails -'- !

YOURMOTHERFLYYYY(!) :O

i go out sit there cut, she say must stand at bin there cut.

then mr.wong come out ask me go in cut.

when i walk-ed in she ask me out again-.-

then i said mr.wong ask me come in one;in some kind of pissed off tone.

she jitao lanlan LOL !

somemoree today so suay ahh!

kua tio gui ah! xD!

choong leong&tian cheng play out side,

then choong leong cut till his face very deep.

his blood was like dipping from outside till office.

OMG, i was about to go eat.

It drips till my table.

Worried about him laaas zzz.

please be careful when you all play next time,

your face won't have scar will recover de, don't worry okay.

cheerup.

i went home afterr,5pm then i was so happy! ;DDDD !

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2009-04-15T11:14:00.003+08:00

Current Mood:Sad

Went school yesterday,

okay la normal lor(: .

after school went safra with zhi xiu

met up with kang jun,

play-ed pool 5round only! D;

i kinda giddy laas!

but win for first round hahahah!

i so happy lor! xD

then he win for the rest -'- aww!

went arcade play comp, so bored!

thenn go homee le.

si ren kang jun remind me of him again LOL ...

Wtf sia, hao bu rong yi forgot de.

almost cry when we're waiting for cab.

but lucky he didn't saw. xD!

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2009-04-13T15:28:00.002+08:00

Current Mood:Angry

Went working at 2.30pm yesterday

then 7 then can go home! -.-

last minute tell me de. wtf!

very sian lor, AWWS!

after work go meet kang jun,zhi xiu,wei ming.

then zhi xiu&wei ming gtg,

so kang jun walk me home.

homed le, mum ask me be christian -.- !

Kan pua dulan!

she want be christian with my brother then go la,

i didn't stop you both.

i can choose not to follow you both de mah.

you force me go, also not i kum wan eh .

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2009-04-11T17:34:00.002+08:00

Current Mood:Hyper Active

yesterday went out with,

Irene,Edwin,Valent,Ahbin,ZinHua&ME!

when great world walk walk&play play ;D!

We have a great time there!

Yeahhs& also crazy ! ;O !

Edwin's sick very poor thing, but still can disiao me!

RAWRHHS! say i gong gong one. TMD!

somemore say i siao one keep talk to myself ! x.x ~

Haiyos! they nonsence sia -.-!

homed&saw hafiz he called me then chat chat i go le ;D!

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2009-04-09T21:34:00.002+08:00

Current Mood:HyperActive

Went school today, after school fight with an

sec2 indian guy.

He jump down from stairs&push me i almost fall.

Then i walk-ed back to class to get his bag,

dump it inside the toilet.

He keep scolding bad words on me,

i damn dulan!

Fight with him&he cried badly cause

i somehow punch-ed his face hardly.

end up teacher came, he hide behide teacher&keep scold me.

I'm totally lost -.- !

I Punch him again, but i think he's trying to react but too slow.

Okay, nevermind he cried&run around&scolding.

Humji right? how funny is that GAY~

teacher sent me to office,

i just want to drink water the office girl don't let.

FINE, i just walk-ed out of school with my bag.

Went out with zhixiu afterwards to white sand,

i met clement,glen&guys.

go safra meet classmates&when to school de event. LOL!

so called proms ah? i not so sure -.-!

last minute de.

just homed, trying to go club ... !

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2009-04-07T19:18:00.002+08:00

Current Mood:Stress

Went school today, go back class.

i'm very welcomed into class! LOL ;x

hahs, get perfectly full marks for spelling.

HOHO! see i'm smart okay!

after recess eat medic,

amost vomited headache laas!

after school go interview with farhana.

next sunday going for interview test^^!

wish me good luck okay! i know i can pass de la!

joey leh! siao siao ;O!

don't ask me where i work at! cause i won't say xD!

haha~

Work so that i won't think so much of too busy.

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2009-04-06T13:58:00.002+08:00

Current Mood:Swing Mood

Didn't go school today,

teachers was like spamming my phone.

Hohos! Nevermind laas i don't care ^^

finally, no more nightmares.

is this the end? hope so bah.

hope that this is the end that nightmare come to me.

I've headache&gastric problem for this past few days.

maybe i should go see a doctor if this goes on.

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2009-04-05T05:46:00.002+08:00

Current Mood:Headache&Sick

Didn't have a chance to touch comp last night.

Can't sleep without posting.

woked up at 1plus yesterday,

go ahma house pray ahgong&bring huiying

go tiong walk walk she left at 5plus

&i when out with charlene.

When back at 9plus go 4floor meet

irene jie they all.

today not feeling well. very shag!

To those that bad mouth me,

nevermind. i don't have this kind of family.

you're just kind of dog to me.

i don't give a fck to what you say.

*ni xin zhi du ming jui hao le,bu yong wo jan.*

Happy birthday to jeremy!^^

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2009-04-03T20:56:00.002+08:00

Current Mood:Hot&Giddy

Went school today, not feeling well today. D;

i feel wierd in my body, like damn hot&having a headache/giddy.

not sure weather is fever anot.

nevermind, made food in class cause last day,

well teacher talk i asked something i see in her.

forgot what already, but she cired after i asked.

Don't know what to do! -.-

She gave everyone a different bear.

she gave me a monkey&thats make her think of me!

LOL, wtf?! -.- all my classmates disiao,

say i *Lao Gao Bin(monkey face)*!

Walo eh, someone first one gave me. don't want choose others!

malu bodoh!

after school mum called ask me meet her,

she want go eat after dying her hair.

waited& she said not nice RE-DO! WALO !

Zzz, 4-5plus then eat.

after that when up shopshop&play para!

saw peiqi mummy, I MISS YOU MUMMY<3!

she didn't know was me at start.

but she saw my mum so she know is me(:!

mummy go out smoke,

she chat to bruce&jeremy,zai rong

I WAS SHOCK OKAY... -.-!

seriously i never think of it.

jeremy wave-d friendly when me& mummy was

walking out& i was like SO PAI SEH! ;x

my face get even hotter&i don't know what

expression should i have. Laughs*

Before going home.

Saw alex kor& his wife.

Homed after that.

My brain's burn-ed! yeah it is.

when i saw him it was like, i tried to be friendly.

but i don't know how to.

or maybe he's over friendly liaos.

I feel sad seriously.

If i can be a computer that will be great.

i can delete anything i want.

my head is burning..

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2009-04-02T19:45:00.002+08:00

Current Mood:Blur

When school today, nothing change laas!

Bought the chocolates i made go.

Every one finshed it! LOL xD!

Not bad la, good comments they gave ;O!

After recess P.E we play-ed basket ball today

Walos, Their so noob! bang on me so hard -.-!

My hand damn pain till now.

Nevermind, after school homed

&took the chocolates i made for jeremy,

go pack awhile then go out.

Just knew that he buang bike. Zzz

Homed After that.

Kinda relax after giving the present ^^

Please don't hurt yourself again.

Feel so Relax after passing to him(:

But yet so sad meeting him

Sad not because i hate him.

Maybe cause of what happened to him

& About the past.

Sorry i can't forget...!><

let the picture do the talking.

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2009-04-01T13:28:00.003+08:00

Current Mood:Confuse

Didn't go to school since monday.

Oh, today is april fool day!

Nevermind no one suan me yet ;O!

Last night when i sleep till halfway,

Don't know why got nightmare or whatever!

Then bang till head.

Dam pain laas! -.-

But very tried, go back sleep again! haha xD!

let radom picture do the talking.

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2009-03-30T12:03:00.002+08:00

Current Mood:Headache thinking!

Reading:New Moon

Listening To:Mellow Fellow-B.o.B

Star Jie&Carlton kor ;D! their so sweet<3!!
Carlton kor birthday photos(:! Hohos, Saw those cakes at his face? I DID DE HAHA! ;O
Yesterday chalet photo(:! ADMITTED i'm fat okay -.-!

Yesterday when out& not at home.

Actually is go wild wild wet with mummy&daddy only de.

Last minute they book-ed a chalet there.

Didn't bring my hoodies-.-

Went Ehub cold till i want die!

Went Kbox sing sing sing Lalala!

No voice liao la now ..

Without my *AhPuNehGlet* i really can't sleep D;

Btw, its my Piglet i named it de! ;O

Zairong know what is it right hahs!!!

Okayokay, i damn poor thing la last night.

when out chalet sit sit cause the door very near me,

somemore i can't breath well in air-con room -.-!

go out tio disiao -'-! fck lah, all malays.

then i heck care them. went in slept all the way~

WOOTS! headache lor.

now i want sleep again le(:!

BYEBYE, end blogging!

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2009-03-26T18:28:00.002+08:00

Current Mood:Sick/Hyper BORED

Went bugis eat steamboat with Carlton kor& Star jie

yesterday.

Bought a cake for kor as birthday present(:

Happy Belated birthday kor!

I really wish that you enjoy-ed your day ;D!

Sorry didn't make you really laugh for whole day!

But but but! i tried my best hahs ;x

Not too bad bahhs xD!

So for today good thing i did!

YES, i went schooling(:

I'm good girl alright~

But just wearing slippers!

Hohos ! ;O

Meet up with si ren mushroom head!

Go eat le then homed ! xD

Slept alwhile just waked up.

Maybe gonna go play basket ball soon.

To MissLau if you reads my blog!

Please take care of youself alright!

awws, can't stand you.

Work until so 'Mai Ming' as in sell life~

Relax&get more rest.

Headache Headache go away~

Come again another day~(:

If can better don't come back. Lmfaos! haha ((x!

About kenny don't worry la.

i won't kill him or whatever -.-!

He will be fine.

Though thinking so much.

Finally my brain gave me a answer for something.(:

Okay, maybe i know why you won't tell

me the reason.

I'm being so stupid&didn't even know what i did wrong till today.

Awws,i'm being such a fool.

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2009-03-21T20:54:00.011+08:00

Current Mood:SLEEPY

This photo is like scolding back word LOL! Lmfaos, but its kind of company name -.-!

When hongkong&back to singapore

kinda boring there D;

BUTBUTBUT!

guess what when i go disney land i feel so happy! HOHOS!

bought a BEARBEAR! ;O!

I'll be uploading photos!

But i don't understand what they says. x_O

Got one xiao didi very cute!

he talked to his brother half way he said

'later i want go see the *MICKEY MEOW*!

LOL~ Lmfaos! I WAS LAUGHING LIKE MAD BODOH!

When back today !

WOOOTS! FINALLY so happy ;DDDDDD!

Some photo of disney land there!(:

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2009-03-16T22:51:00.002+08:00

Current Mood:Sadness

woked up at 6am today,

not feeling well.

Vormit-ed yellow yellow water ><.

don't know what's that laa.

then meetup with zhixiu nuer at

4plus, we when bugis&shopp!

Awws, saw her both friends

so ended up we shops together.

Saded, darling tio ka jiao wey.

Nevermind(:!

We shops till night

&zhixiu&friends when home.

i homed myself.

took wrong bus & ended up walking home-.-!

Pass by chinatown, so decided to

go look for darling awhile-.-!

Lol, i've forggoten everything but..

darling ask-ed about him.

Once i hear his name i gets down right away... D;

Homed after that.

I'm such a useless person,

no i still can't forget him its easy to say but hard for me to do.

It's only someone talking about him&i was being so sad.

It's just a name&i can't get over it.

What am i thinking of?

First time i'm being so sad for someone.

Hopeless me, why can't i just forget everything.

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2009-03-15T00:40:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: Hyper Active&Sleepy

When out with clement kor today,

I'M SO HAPPY ;DDD!

He came to my house&bought me out!

then then then i gave him two chocolates i made!

Hoho! *He's my giniPIG* SHHHH don't tell him(:~

But he said it was just nice LOL!

Ok la not bad;D!

When cini walk walk&play pool.

I enjoy-ed yeahh!

I'm super duper pro today alright!

The pool ball drops on the floor, cause i hit too hard-.-!

LOL, then kor keep distrub me Rofl!-'-

Nvm, wear till damn weird today lor!

Oh, so we meet up with zhiqi,jason&Friends didn't know their names-.-!

Go singsingsing(: ! SO FUNNNN!

Jason is super distrubing!LOL,

but zhiqi pei me sit there emo or what. don't know!

but we didn't talk at all -.-!

&i was crusing clement kor to get drunk muahahahah!

YES, HE DID LOL!

Yaya, i've just homed!

YAWNZXS, SLEEP TIME(:!

My bed is suducing me Liao laa! O_x

I still can't get over it.

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2009-03-12T22:13:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: Happy

It's my first time drawing all these. Not that nice ><

Woked up at early morning today(:!

so kanjong to meet clement kor laa!~

Hohos, when school,

I've Art&Rock climbing today!

SO FUNNNN xD!

But i don't dare climb cause can't over come this fear.

It too high.

Very very kanjong want meet clement kor!

ended up he called me at 9plus?

ya around there.

he just when home!? WTF RAWRHS!

no one waked him up. eeks-.-!

Nvm, i ask-ed him to go rest first.

anyway health comes first!

met him at 4pm+ to go KTV sing sing sing! xD

I'm so happy today,

sang a song that i can't sing last time(:

FINALLY!

Sleepy but still happy.

awws just homed&Bathed!

Gtg sleep now. hahs, i'm out of voice! OHHH GOD~ xD

Finally i've already forget abit just abit about him(:

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2009-03-11T11:45:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: Confused

LOL, found this photo from my comp. very long ago de photo(:!

Yeahhs, still thinking about it..

Didn't go school today! BORED BORED BORED!

But ytd i did go!(:

Uhs, don't know what to do know.

I just can't stop thinking about what happened!

I guess it's called memories bahs.

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2009-03-09T13:10:00.003+08:00

Current Mood:Hates,Sadness&Insane.

Didn't go school today.

Oh let me rest for few days alright..

There's nothing i did wrong

&i don't even know why i'm getting all these.

I'm really confused now!

Are you serious from the start?

I'm serious this time,

i swear i won't have any boyfriend

anymore.

Because nothing can last forever.

Everything's just fake&not real.

i seriously hate you after what happened.

i've lost trust in people once again.

I know you won't even care what i said,

maybe its nothing to you. But its alot to me.

At first i treat you as my brother but..

we're together & i trust-ed you,

ended up everything's gone and i gains hate from you.

You're the second guy i've cried for,

i'm being so silly for that.

All rainbow are fake its only nice on the outside.

I HATE RAINBOW.

Yes, its a age gap between us but i do really love you.

Nahs, forget it everything's over.

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2009-03-07T23:39:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: CONFUSE&SAD

When tiong fr the whole day.

didn't get even just one message from baby...

Hais, i really don't know what you thinking,

is there anything wrong or what?

I've been thinking alot alot alot alot..

having headache.

aww..i really don't know what happened.

VERY CONFUSE!

back to the story today,

when down tiong with my brother.

bought alot of things.

but i'm still now happy!

I DON'T KNOW WHY!...

When watching movie&homed after that.

Really wish to know is everything i have now real?

It really seems to be fake.

Or am i thinking too much?

What should i do...

I'm seriously confused!

its like nobody just nobody will ever understand me.

i'm asking so many questions&i didn't even know what's the answer.

Or how the answer will turn out to be.

is my expectation's too much or what?...

Really really no one to talk to& no one can help.

I'm gonna turn insane if this goes on!

i don't know what else i'm thinking but its ALOT! ):

恨

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2009-03-06T20:13:00.002+08:00

Current Mood:Sleepy

Blogging at lan now,
When school this morning,
find that no one's at school
end up go back class then find out that
its cross county LOL!
Teachers treat us all eat mac so shiock!
drew my project (: WEEET!
So happy finally finish le.
Homed at around 1.35pm.
when out again at 4plus to meet baby.
Nothing to post le ~ LOL !

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2009-03-05T15:44:00.004+08:00

Current Mood: CONFUSE

Didn't go school today awws!

BABY I VERYVERY MISS YOU D: !

Play comp till now i think going out soon(:

Help-ed mum cook just now,

guess i can go out le bahhs?(:

Lalalas! Nothing to post le.

End here bah(: !

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2009-03-04T15:00:00.000+08:00

Current Mood:SLEEPY

Woked up at 6.30am today,

when school late at 8.33am.

didn't have a good sleep last night,

i can't sleep without baby

accompany me chat on phone.

I reall missed baby alot!

Back to the story today!(:

I'm so moodless in class today,

teacher want us to draw about

"FAMILY" & break us into groups.

I'm in a Solo group means alone.(:

Because i suggested.

End up draw till half way i CMI already!

ask yong kiat for help with the eyes.

then we both form a group since he

don't have one lor.(:

We do almost half of the drawing le,

just left with shadings! Jiayous!

Tmr work together again alright!

Homed around 1.55PM !

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2009-03-03T14:45:00.000+08:00

Current Mood:HYPER ACTIVE

Birthday Presents!

Woked up around 6.30am,

went school late at around 8.12am i guess.

Nevermind!(: Anyway i won't be staying back,

After class can go back home.

When we're playing "LIFE" game in class,

I got bullied by those idiots in my class!

Homed after i end school(: !